Wish i can find my half to share my troubles with and lots of other stuff ... each time im outside i see those couple walking together im just so freaking jealous of them ...
Shall stay single forever till the day i die i mean come on girls pls dont everytime say all guys are jerks do u even look around u do u even know someone had a crush on u and can give u happiness but no and guess what u all go for the so called jerks and when they break your hearts u say all guys are jerks .... what a joke do u even think of giving us chance just because we are not rich or not as good looking as the other guys or u just treat us like friends each time your down we are there for u but do u know that when we need someone to be there for us we hope it will be u we keep alot of stuff to outself is not because we are shy but because we are scare that u wont like us anymore or even worst ignore us .......... i really hate this feeling love the girl i like but each time i tell her i love her shes thinks its a joke and just reply with LOL i may reply with a smiling face but do u have any idea how much my hearts hurts im tired of caring for u when u dont give a shit. everyone got their own limit pretending to be strong when your hurt inside .
Its nice to relax and listen to 98.7Fm when your bored or even feeling down cus the DJ are so funny u will sure laugh and listen to all the nice songs and if your lucky you may even hear some of your fav songs for me my fav are ( simpleplan - perfectworld and ECT ) well this is guess a random post since i was listening to 98.7FM just now and i though of posting it since its been a few days since i posted on my blog well thats all ppl bye ~
idk what wrong with me today feeling no mood and stuff today was gonna go out with friends to watch movie but idk whats wrong i just dont feel like going and in the end no one had gone out and i even lie to them that i need to go to my grandmother house today so that i can just stay at home my heart feel like its gonna burst and idk why and i keep thinking about who am i really and thinking back to the past how i even met them and hang out with them but i just cant remember what the hell is wrong with me anyway few hours ago i even think about killing myself so that i can end this life of mine i wonder what going on with me right now i really miss been my oldself the cheerful boy i was and now im just a lonely and emo boy ... what is going on why did i become like this i really cant understand thats all for today gonna go sleep now hope that tomorrow will be a good day and hope that it will rain ........
its been awhile since i blog so many things have happen this past few years one by one the people i care about all started to leave me
